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never ending purgatory and false time

Writer: ErinErin

Updated: Dec 4, 2022

time doesn't feel real to me


maybe it's because nothing does


wait


let's backtrack


some things feel real to me:


warm weather

hot

sunny

weather


it's too warm

the sun is too bright

but it has a way of reminding me

I'm alive


laughter

laughs of my favorite people

my friends

my family


echoing in my ears

surrounding me

kind of like an embrace


but time

doesn't

feel

real

for example:

today is thursday

but it feels like the last few days

were all one


it shouldn't be thursday


it's sunday in my head


although


that's coming from a girl

who sometimes doesn't believe she's alive


because life doesn't seem real either


I sometimes think I died a long time ago

and this is just my endless purgatory


what an odd combination:

never ending purgatory and false time


it just continues until actual death








 
 
 

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