six baths.
- Erin
- Jul 23
- 1 min read
I have ran a bath six times today.
It doesn’t seem like much,
Or that big of a deal,
But the water is nothing but hot.
Scolding.
Painful.
I have ran a bath six times today
Because it’s the closest thing to feeling
Anything other than sadness.
Anything other than constant regret.
It’s the easiest form of self harm that isn’t visible
To the naked eye.
I’m the only one that knows it’s happening.
Because I’d rather feel the scolding hot water on my skin,
Than the way my heart is breaking
Knowing I’ve wasted three years of my life, loving someone
Who may never love me.
Who may never want a future with me.

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